MyEmoHeart

I think you’re overrated 

And I’m 

Just 

Understated

I dance around trying to 

Let go

And keeping you

As the greatest love

I could ever know

I’m haunted by how much 

I love you

So let me know

How is it that

I get over you?

I’m tired of how fake

Everyone is

But I’m just a child

Of what fakeness is

I’m tired of feeling this way

Who am I today?

What role am I going to play?

It’s easier to just fade away

And I know nothing 

I say 

Ever makes sense

But who really cares

You never gave me a chance

I’m tired of constantly searching

Of constantly

Hurting 

It all seems to be a conspiracy

Against my true self

Against the inner me

You know you need to be stronger

But you don’t think

You can hold on

Much longer

But I just need to get out of my head

I’ve lost so much of me

In everyone else

That I no longer no who I am

Now I’m struggling 

To find

What I can

So I sit here 

Alone at night

Wishing to be filled with 

Light

Wishing that I could be

The type of person who 

Didn’t want to always be

Alone

I keep on waiting for your call 

But I know that 

Won’t happen

At all

I keep wishing 

You knew 

How much 

I want to 

Be with you

I don’t wanna know anymore else but you

You say words are just words

But there is so much that I’ve shown to you

Was I too blind to see

The hints you were giving me?

I think I’ve had enough

Of this misery

I’m ready for you

To come back to me

Maybe I need to move on

Maybe I’m just tipsy

But I want you

And I know you want me

And maybe writing

Helps to silence the pain

But I’m done

Playing games

I want to be yours

And I want you as mine

I’ll be your girl

It’d be such a crime

Everything works 

So easily

So I don’t know

What you can’t see

I know you love her

But why not me?

I wish I could back off

I’ve dated a few

But no one else

Can compare to you

You get under my skin

In the worst kind of way

But there is no one else 

Who can make my day

I know it’s only fear

That keeps you from committing

But what is life

Without the living?

I know you feel it

I see you do

When I look in your eyes

They always say

I’m in love with you

I know I’ve made mistakes

You’ve seen them all

You’ve captured my love

Just as you’ve captured my fall

So what else can I do?

What else can I say?

I will venture into the unknown

Just for you, every day

 

And if this heart beats

Of nothing more true

I will live forever

Loving only you